What lies


Staring at a scorned lovers eyes that I once adored. The face of an enemy that used to light my night. Familiar scenes passing through the underground. Strange sounds and whispers echoing of the wall. Where betrayal lies and waits for it next victim. –CMathews 

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Truth is


Truth is on the worst days the sun shines brighter ‘cause of you. –CMathews

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Quote of the day


If you never lose, you’ll never improve  -CMathews 

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Honesty


Even the most put together people fall apart. Some wonder where they belong or what their purpose is. The unfortunate wants to end is all. We’re all human and we all have downsides but neither of them is greater than the next. But what we can do being humans with emotions and feelings is trying […]

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Patience


Patience is key to a peaceful life. –CMathews

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Soberly Drunk


Sober words drunken thoughts. The countless rambling of drunken words goes un-noticed. Over played label with just being drunk. Sober words slicing the world of reality bringing sense and confusion through the crowd. One way or another the truth always comes out. –CMathews

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To be the best isn’t about competing against your fellow man. To be the best is about competing against yourself. Pushing yourself through the boundaries you never knew you had. CMathews

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Improvement


To improve your life you have to accept your life. –CMathews

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New Year


The beginning of the new year, and I start my new job tomorrow. What other way to bring in a new year! The nervousness sets in alone with positivity and prosperity! 2019 is the year of blessings –CMathews

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Happy New Year


What does 2019 mean to you? 2019 means the year of patience, I will not give up or give in to any negativity thrown my way. –CMathews

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Good Morning, giving up is a weak choice. You’re stronger and tougher then that. –CMathews

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Decisions


Your decisions turned me silent Thoughts flooding my mind What’s the difference between right and wrong Standing in the shadow of your own persuasions –CMathews 

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Nice guy


Nice guys finish last in the battle, but are always undefeated in the war. –CMathews

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Good and Bad


In life comes good and bad. The trick is being grateful for the good but opening the bad with open arms. Without bad you will never grow, become wiser, or even stronger. Don’t look at the worst as the end, look at the worst as a start. –CMathews

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Good Morning


Remember your a stronger then you were yesterday. Tomorrow you’ll be wiser than ever before. –CMathews

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Focus


Never forget how for you came over one bad incident. Don’t allow people to continue to drag you in the past. If they can not see that you’ve grown then they were never meant to see. –CMathews

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Love Yourself


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Welcome Back


It’s been a little over a month since I took a break to help myself mental, physically, and spiritually. I’m not 100% healed but I’m a fighter and will continue to fight. Fight for my dreams, goals, success, and overall happiness. Merry Belated Christmas. Happy New Year –CMathews

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Thank You


Thank you for all of the support and love. But I’m going to take some time for myself to heal more mentally and health wise. I love you guys so much. And always spread positivity. –CMathews 

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My opinion


Natural beauty will always be best in my eyes –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #20


My second tattoo is a quote that came to me in a dream. It’s a bracelet around my ankle that says “fear can be conquered conquering can’t be feared” –CMathews 

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Confession #31


I sucked my thumb until about 12. My family tried to get me to stop which didn’t work. None of the attempts. –CMathews 

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Winter


I think today in society we truly forgot got what Winter is all about. It’s not about the holidays, it’s about family time it’s about fun. Building snowmen and having snowball fights and ending the day with a nice mug of hot chocolate. It’s about sitting by the fire and listening to winter music even […]

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Your will


Your will and your will only determines how far you make it in life. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #19


I LOVE to see people happy. I LOVE to see people’s accomplishments where they once was to where they are now. And overall I LOVE to see people in love and just in love with love. –CMathews 

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Confession #30


Even on my darkest days I try my best not to show the world and make other people happy. –CMathews 

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Fears


In a world filled with unknown certainty fear will always feast. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #18


When I was younger I used to be flexible to a certain extent. –CMathews 

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Confession #29


Charie deprives from my middle name. –CMathews 

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Confession #28


I never would imagine my life to be the way it turned out. But for all that I’ve done, for all that been done to me I can say that I’m blessed. And I needed all the wrong in my life to happen to finally be free and happy. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #17


I won’t say that I’m a speedy driver…. I just drive by the guidelines of my own rules. –CMathews 

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Confession #27


I used to hate cats. Until I met my girlfriend with two cats of her own. That I grew to love as they love me. Sebastian and Leo ❤️ –CMathews 

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Live


You can’t live a happy life filled with negativity. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #16


When I was in high school I actually enjoyed dissection. Everything about it, I probably dissected atleast ten different things. –CMathews 

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Confession #26


I’m a very quite person. I like to stay too myself and keep my business private. I started doing confessions so everyone can get to know the real me. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #15


I love horror movies and everything supernatural. –CMathews 

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Confession #25


My brain never stops going.  –CMathews 

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Never


Never hide from the world, embrace all that you are and all you’ll become. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #14


I smile a lot, maybe even every day. You never know what your smile means to someone else. –CMathews 

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Confession #24


I never knew it was like to almost lose someone close to me that wasn’t already terminally ill until today. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #13


I LOVE racing games. I can play for hours. –CMathews 

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Confession #23


Today, I cut off all of my hair. And it feels amazing! I’m in total love and awe with myself. –CMathews 

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Confession #22


It took a brush with the law to actually know what self love, care, respect, and beauty means. –CMathews 

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Don’t be afraid to fall in love over one broken heart. -CMathews 

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Fun Fact #12


I love to drive. I drove to Cincinnati and back just because I wanted to drive. Close to a 14 hour drive done in one shot. –CMathews 

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Confession #21


I have a best friend that I call Twin, a best friend that’s called wife, and a best friend that will become my real wife. A three are completely different from each other with their own story.  –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #11


I am the baby of five and also the slight problem child. –CMathews 

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Confession #20


There was a brief moment in time when I had a crush on Ja Rule. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #10


My first time eating crabs I was in my early twenties.  –CMathews 

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Confession #19


My nephews are my pride and joy. ❤️ –CMathews 

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Triumph


Your triumph lays in your uphill battle. –CMathews 

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Confession # 18


I’m  afraid of spiders. –CMathews 

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Humans


The most powerful, diabolical, motivational, and inspirational got their title for the difference in their thinking process. Their mentality was different from the rest which made them stand out. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #9


I never left the United States of America. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #8


I have an old soul in a young body. Since the day I started breathing. -CMathews

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Fun Fact #7


When I was a kid I used to be flexible. I guess I lost flexibility with age, lol. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #6


I actually like to teach myself cool tricks(if that’s what you want to call it) from time to time. –CMathews 

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Confession #17


I matured at a very young age. Before I left single digits age groups. -CMathews

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Confession #15


Hair on the floor grosses me out, actually hair anywhere grossses me out. Doesn’t matter whether it’s a single strain or a clump. –CMathews 

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Confession #14


Each time I get writers block it’s different from the last. –CMathews 

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Confession #12


The years 2015-2016 was the darkest years of my life. Overtime I realized that I needed to go through that time to really find myself.  Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom to see the stars. -CMathews 

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Confession #11


When I was young don’t remember my age my first kiss was with a girl.  –CMathews 

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Fun Fact # 5 (Short story)


I’ve always been obsessed with tattoos for as far back as I remembered. Always telling people the kind of tattoos I wanted, including my mother even though she hates tattoos. I got my first tattoo when I was 18 a little after my birthday. Me and a friend got on the bus and went on […]

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Fun Fact #4


I learned how to cook by watching and helping my mother. I’ve been cooking since I was 5. Creating new or different things, different cultures. To the point some family members believe I should go to culinary school. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #3


Before my girlfriend goes to work on my days off I always kiss her and say come back to me. As a little token to take with her. –CMathews 

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Confession #10


For years I tried to hide from the truth. The truth of life, hardships, relationships, and everything in between and around it. Only recently I’ve realized that nothing hides from the truth not even the darkest demons. Opening up to the truth I found the light of positivity. The light that was never there before. […]

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Confession #9


Sometimes I sit and wonder how it would feel to be someone different. Like actually taking a walk in someone else’s shoes. –CMathews 

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Wonder


Do you ever wonder how different America would’ve been if  Abraham Lincoln,  John F. Kennedy, Malcolm X, and Martin Luther King Jr wasn’t  assassinated? –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #2


I used to watch wrestling a lot when I was a kid. I had to biggest crush on Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson which lead me to teach myself how to raise one eye brow. Now, it’s my signature look. -CMathews 

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Confession #8


I used to suck my thumb from 2 seconds old all the way to 12. Many failed attempts for me to quit but eventually I stopped on my own. –CMathews 

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Fun Fact #1


I actually taught myself how to ride a bike. By taking on training wheel off first once I got the hang of it, I asked for the other one to be removed. –CMathews 

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Confession #7


Even with a weight loss of 90 pounds I still view myself as the “fat” unhappy me, occasionally. –CMathews 

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Everyday


Everyday before you leave the house and before you go to bed look yourself in the mirror and say “I am strong, I am powerful, I am beautiful/handsome, I am bettering myself today, and I will be stronger tomorrow” no matter what life throws your way only YOU have the strength to fight back or […]

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Confession #6


When I was younger I used to have the weirdest cravings. I remember one time I ate corn nuts and vanilla ice cream. Another time I ate nacho cheese Doritos with peanut butter. –CMathews 

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Self healing


Your journey to self-healing will be refreshing, like lemonade on a hot summer day. Realizing who you are all over again, finding yourself along with your happiness you’ll never go back. Becoming selfish in your own way not feeling bad/guilty about it. Living life to the fullest. -CMathews

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Untitled


Seeing the glow in your eyes warms the heart. Untitled the compassion of your kiss I’ll stay forever. -CMathews

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Successful


Be successful today. -CMathews

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Confession # 5


I was only on a plane once. When I was a kid my family and I went to Disney World. –CMathews 

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Confession #4


I never truly understood the value of time until I found happiness. Now, I cherish every single minute of time with love ones, building myself, bettering my future from a rocky past, changing the views of other, and spreading happiness and positivity. –CMathews 

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Confession #3


After a lifetime of never really being happy or in love and living life if feels like I woke up from a long slumber. –CMathews 

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Confession #2


When I’m sick (like now) I attempt to not show or tell anyone. I try to do everything I can without resting or etc. -CMathews 

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Confession #1


Everyday me and my girlfriend always share some kind of motivation/positivity note or text. -CMathews 

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Kings and Queens


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